Hello Julie, i'm so sorry its been so long since i've been on here to see you, i have been struggling big time without you and just hadn't got the strength to look at photo's of you, now i am on i am sitting here with tears streaming down my face,it still hurts so very much, i don't think that pain will ever go away, i miss you more than words can say, sometimes i need you so much, there's loads i want to tell you, stuff i can't tell anyone els, i promise i will come on more often now ......... love you loads. xxxxxx