Julie You would have been 51 today, it only seems like yesterday that we were making plans for your 50th. Today should be about me tormenting you about your age, laughing and joking with you, instead its about how much i'm hurting because you are no longer here with me, the fact that you passed away just over a year ago has not made the pain any less. I still miss you julie, so very, very much, that will never change but i do find comfort in believing that you can hear me when i talk to you. HAPPY BIRTHDAY X X