hi, julie sorry i have not been to visit you but its been very hard to accept things after you left us because as you know pete was also taken from me. julie i do miss you and sometimes i think about the arguments we had but always dealt with them and managed to put them all behind us. i read the letter you left for me it was an insight for me of how you felt. you are so much loved and always will be. please tell pete i love him with all my heart and tell him if there is any way to contact me then please do so as i miss him more than anyone will ever know. life is strange when you loose someone so close and love them so much that as you know your life for a while becomes a chore you don't live it you just go with the flow. well julie please let that greater being give you all the love you deserve and take care . untill i visit you again i love you. xxxxxx jan.xxxxxx