Hi Julie, Had my scan today, it was a horrible experience, i had no idea how distressing it was, i felt so alone at that moment in time. i never want to go through that again, you must have been so afraid when you had yours done, yet you never said a word, its only now i am beginning to understand how you must have felt going through all the tests that you went through. Julie, i still miss you so much, time hasn't made the hurt i feel from loosing you any better, if anything its worse, i feel like we've been robbed of so many things, you didn't want to go, you had so much to live for so why on earth were you taken from us, it just doesn't seem right ! I will never stop missing you, love to everyone. x x x x